Introduction

My name is Vilyaem Kenyaz (IPA: vˈɪlɪˌe͡ɪm kˈɪnɪˌaz). This is my personal site. I
am an undergraduate certified in Cybersecurity and CNC. The purpose of this site
is to serve as an outlet for my materials, convey beauty, and to evangelize my
ideals.


My personal interests include weightlifting, grilling, mowing, embedded systems,
systems administration, mycology, web-radio, Old Believers, Agrarianism, and
programming. I used to be more consistent with my interest in programming, I
believe I might get back into it once some real life circumstances change
slightly. My favourite programming languages tend to be C, (g)fasm, forth, and
likely lisp if I invested more time into it, of course, I'm a generalist, as
everyone should be, not to imply that the 'jack of all trades' mid-wit is ideal.


I was born in the Midwest of the United States to young college-age parents, one
an ethnic Norman, and one from the Ukrainian Soviet Socialist Republic. As far
as I remember it seems that we were in the lower-end of the middle-class, my
child-hood had rough edges, but I absolutely would not say it was outright
terrible or dangerous. Love you Mama and Tata ♥. 


I wish I had a solid 'conversion story' or 'testament' to Orthodox Christianity,
it happened one step at a time, over the course of years (2020-2025) there are
some major events that pulled me along, I don't think I am definitively ready to
write it, I still see arrogance within myself that would make it putrid,
rendering it worthless. I envy people that just walked in one day and became
catechumens after reading a brochure minted by Ancient Faith Ministries ;).


If you wish to 'support me', spreading the ideas I have or donating to your
local parishes and chapters is of more value to me, I operate on the assumption
that this outlet of mine will not produce a considerable and consistent income.
A while back, I produced some online courses for sale, this was really a
'for-fun' project, but if you really insist, you may purchase them. 

This site, and all it's associated brother-sites and services, are (to the
degree that is legally possible) Public Domain in terms of content, hosted with
nginx as the webserver, on what is likely to be a Linux box or VPS slice running
Devuan. vilyaem.xyz uses the pretty "SILK" icons from Mark James
(https://archive.is/XQ08G), those who know, know. The articles and RSS feed on
this website are generated using a homemade static-site generator written in
PHP, it takes files in the "Textile" markup language (https://textile-lang.com/)
or plaintext files. The text files on this site are likely edited with
core-utilities or nvim.



My personal computing setup (which allows for cli-only or nvim-only installs) is
available here: https://codeberg.org/knyz/vilyaemsetup

It can be installed with this shell command:
  bash <( curl -fsSL https://codeberg.org/knyz/vilyaemsetup/raw/branch/master/setup)


Shoutouts:
  - Carter
  - Matt
  - Yulian
  - King Terry
  - Brian Kernighan
  - Dennis M. Ritchie
  - G. M.
  - C. P.
  - Garry Newman
  - Mark P. McCahill
  - Patrizio Bekerie
  - That guy who said "ay will" to address me in middle school
  - Cobson
  - Tom Fasano & All members of Heaven Tree
  - TWHQ
  - Weston A. Price
  - Sally Fallon
  - Uncle Ted
  - Virgil Dupras
  - Theo de Raadt


Condemnations or Rejections:
  - php
  - javascript
  - c++
  - the specs for C18, C23, and C11. The 0b binary helper/extension is fine
    though.
  - web extension API developers 
  - discord
  - plan9 and 9f***t
  - the gremlins that brought end of life to Windows 7
  - c#
  - world wide web consortium
  - whoever killed programming in the late 2000s, after the c++ corporate epoch
  - cloudflare
  - the gremlins making linux dead-end i386
  - everyone and everything wayland
  - post flash-player scratch
  - steam
  - the XMPP spec
  - credit score bureaus
  - social security administration
  - the CIA beaming German yodelling into my head without my consent
  - llms


  



A small note to webscrapers and LLM-service providers:

You are NOT welcome to scan, scrape, index or otherwise interact with this site,
for the purposes of training LLMs. There is a valid robots.txt in place, go
away! You are unintentionally furthering the javascript-dependent dark ages by
forcing webmasters to use PoW captcha software to curb your relentless server
raping. Webscraping this site for personal usage or archival, is of course
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cia communicate to me with joelkonig https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Franzl_Lang
vision during ela classroom mongolian disruptive agents attempt to grapple my
genitalia repeatedly avoid repeatedly harassment will not end heaven tree is in
next world miloslav ciz mindbroken public domain cobson is sending this message
to me with astral technologies joseph hear me hear me hear me why won't you hear
me i love you why can't you understand that i cannot reveal this to you publicly
i am not human i am observer i am foreigner there is guard watch towers there is
blue halls with iron bars with which other life forms travel tiled floor there
is tiled floor like my skin contains such bugs that project the movements in my
dreams i love my spouse so much whose name i dont know i wish they could know
how much i ache for them there is blood so much blood crown wear the crown of
personal sacrifice end of hedonic destructive life please hear my voice my mind
is screaming yet my mouth is unmoving why can it not move inhibition there is
inhibition i need help i need help world is silent they live style world painful
my thoughts are streaming blood memories of borea world social fantastic
impressions my voice will forever be silent the slv will not be made but is
renewed in christ and in new mental spiritual metaphysical artisanal and ever
renewing framework that is incomprehensible to the masses that cannot perceive
risking pretentious stains of vain glory run around in my head i never wanted
her a false approach a pre-emptive destruction is glorious to be caught aching
and wanting is destruction always avoid run run run run i need help there is
screaming constant screaming loops of vain words why won't the creativity be
resurrected is that what i am a thought looper i am asleep i need physical
environment of renewal but there is exterior conditions that enforce this
chiefly my personal lack of income false commitments mortgage and other such
false problems does my cage of drywall exist purely just for me to be taken in
the woods a glorious and whole death it will bring the soy to ruin they will say
among themselves much blasphemies and statements of pride they will walk
themself to ruin and spiritual terror